I've been sittin' here 
Tryin' to find myself 
I get behind myself 
I need to rewind myself 
Lookin? for the payback 
Listen for the playback 
They say that every man bleeds just like me 
And now I feel like number one 
Yet I'm last in life 
I watch my younger son 
And it helps to pass the time 
I take too many pills it helps to ease the pain 
I made a couple of dollar bills still I feel the same 
Everybody knows my name 
They say it way out loud 
A lot of folks fuck me 
It's hard to hang out in crowds 
I guess that's the price you pay 
To be some big shot like I am 
Outskirt stands and one night stands 
Still I can't find love 
And when your walls come tumbling down 
I will always be around 

And when your walls come tumbling down 
I will always be around 

People don't know about the things I say and do 
They don't understand about the shit that I've been through 
It's been so long since I've been home 
I've been gone....I've been gone for way too long 
Maybe I forgot all things I miss 
Oh somehow I know there's more to life than this 
I said it too many times 
And I still stand firm 
You get what you put in 
And people get what they deserve 
Still I ain't seen mine 
No I ain't seen mine 
I've been giving just ain't been gettin' 
I've been walking down that line 
So I think i'll keep on walking 
With my head held high 
I'll keep moving on and only God knows why 
Only God.....only God 
Only God knows why 
Only God....knows....why why why only God knows why 
Take me to the river's...edge 
Take me to the river...hey hey hey